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recently, my mom told me she had watched a really upsetting zombie movie. she said that it had bothered her so much she had trouble sleeping.  i asked, "was it dead girl?" yes, yes it was.

deadgirl has long been on my will not watch list. for those unfamilar, its about two teenage boys who find a zombie girl chained in the basment of an abandoned asylum. i'm foggy on the details from here but i know that the girl is raped. i know that things don't go well for at least one of the boys and i think some of the boys' actions devolve further. i don't know for sure because i've never seen it. and i won't. 

so, with october, my month of crazy horror movie watching almost upon us, and with a great deal of buzz occurring for two movies i WILL NOT SEE, i felt i needed to write about this. 

as a lover of horror movies, i adore the scared exhilaration that comes with watching a well made scary movie. a good horror movie can leave you feeling like you've just ridden a roller coaster. movies like dead girl leave me feeling angry and sad for the human race.

every 2 minutes, someone in the united states is sexually assaulted. one sexual assault every two minutes. 1 out of 3 women will be a victim of domestic violence. these facts are NOT OK and the numbers may actually be worse due to the number of incidents that go unreported and reporting standards. we live in a rape culture. while i don't believe that these movies are the cause, i do believe they can have a desensitizing effect. people start to think rape is normal. it isn't and its definitely not entertaining.

yes, murder happens too. every day. but its rarely the variety seen in horror movies. demons, chainsaw murders, genetically mutated monsters - these things only exist in movies. the plots of the movies i won't see sometimes feel a little too "ripped from the headlines."

i won't be seeing  the woman or a serbian film. i've seen the original last house on the left, but i won't ever see it again, nor would i watch the remake. same for straw dogs. the list goes on... some of these movies may even be well made but i'll never know. that's my choice, my way to to say "THIS IS NOT OK."

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we've successfully moved. i'm considerably less stressed than before. so, its only natural that the bloodlust has returned. so, we decided to go check out our local video store, movie madness. it was the promised land of horror. the section was huge, divided into directors and categories like "dead teen," "zombies," and so on. i just stood in the middle of it, whirling like a dervish. i think i may have scared the man who just wanted to get to the "serial killers" section. 

the best part? all the tobe hooper movies i was having trouble finding? they have them. my little project will resume march 1. 

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there's very little i love in the world more than horror movies. except maybe my sanity. in a little over a month i'm moving to portland, oregon. its crazy stressful and although i want nothing more than to watch a horror movie everyday and write about them, i just can't at the moment.

my mom is really fond of telling me that the pacific northwest is home to more active serial killers than anywhere else in the US. i can't find any proof that her claim is factual but i do find it amusing that we're moving just in time for the oregonian.

so, i'll be right back. i swear.

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my mom was crazy about horror but i was never forced to ask her "what is wrong with you?" while she waved a chainsaw. ok, so there was a bug in the bed incident but NOTHING quite like this.

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momento mori 1

every october for the last 10 years i've endeavored to watch 31 horror movies in 31 days.  the last few years i've blogged about it. this was jarring for the readers of my regular blog. one day i'm talking about craft show preparations or what i'm baking, the next day i'm all blood-lusty, writing about the number of people killed not meeting my quota. and so,  surviving horror was born. welcome.

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